I'm agreeing a lot with what Cici is saying. Yes, living life according to God is important but it's also important to me that my own opinions matters too. I may be born with a sinful nature and asking questions may be one of them, but I can't deny the fact that asking questions and debating is probably the best way to learn information and finding things out. Human beings are born with the ability to think, feel, and rationalize and I need to go through life in a combination of faith as well as logic. I can't have one without the other or else my life just wouldn't make sense to me.

I don't agree with a whole lot of things, but not for the lack of trying. I tried to agree, I tried to believe, but in the end I was only lying to myself and to God. Lying is a sin that I don't want to do so I'm being honest with myself and with God.

Christianity has different denominations because there are and will always be different people in the world and the fact that God has a plan for each of us shows that He knows that it takes different ways for a person to live their life in a Christionly manner. I think I'm on the right path right now. If anything, I could've quit being a Christian at anytime and turned agnostic or something especially since I was getting so confused to the point of really stressing out. This feels right and I feel more at peace than ever since I do have a plan right now and no one is stopping me.