If I could...

Right now... I wish... that I could reach out and embrace the world. Just hold it, despite the pain and the suffering... embrace it and try to warm it, to comfort it and sooth the pains.

I wish there was more I could do. I wish I wasn't just a person, just a poor college student living off of finacial aid and the only thing I could do was pray and hope...

This rain isn't even improving the mood.

God, since I can't embrace the world... please do it for me. Despite everything that has happened, everything that is going on... please...