In the Bad, Bad Place

[bluejeans07]

Just letting you guys know that mentally, I'm in a bad, bad place. Don't worry, I'm not going to do anything crazy, but I think that I need a break from the Internet and from life for a bit. I'm annoyed with myself right now because I've started all these political discussions in my journal and in other places, but I don't have the strength to really talk or discuss things, or to even maintain rationality. It makes me feel like I'm coping out and that I can't stand by my opinion, but if I do keep going or respond, the combination of everything bothering me in my life will just cause me to lash out. So everyone who responded to my entries or threads, thanks for your opinion, I'm sorry I'm made of fail and can't continue our discussions. If I was okay, it would have continued and I would've enjoyed discussing, debating, considering things, etc. But to put it honestly, right now, I'm not okay.

So I'm just letting everyone know that I'm going to keep quiet for a bit and try to sort my head out and find where my brain went since it seems to be missing. I didn't want people to worry if I don't comment on LJ, or tweet, or be around on AIM (although I do have to be on AIM at work). If you need me, please either call me or send me an e-mail. I may still try to update my art journal if I draw something (depression makes art very therapeutic) but I'm going into my mental break with no set plan or rules about what I do.

And if anyone wants to leave a funny video, lolcat, mini-fic, silly art, porn, hilarious animated gif, etc. in the comments, that would be very much appreciated. :D