Well... here I am...
Aug. 31st, 2002 12:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bluejeans07I'm back in at my parents' house til Monday. I miss the quiet back at Pasadena all of a sudden, listening to my parents argue about fixing up the house. It's been strange, I walked into my old bedroom, and all I found were some bookshelves and a matress. I guess reality hasn't settled in my numb mind yet.
It feels like I'm walking through the day half asleep, just not paying attention to anything, drifting. Half in reality and the other half living in a fantasy world. I love the fantasy, but reality is of course reality. I have to shake myself away from it.
I don't have my sketchbook and materials with me or I'd paint a picture. I wish I played the piano better... Terra's song from FF6 matches my mood right now...
It feels like I'm walking through the day half asleep, just not paying attention to anything, drifting. Half in reality and the other half living in a fantasy world. I love the fantasy, but reality is of course reality. I have to shake myself away from it.
I don't have my sketchbook and materials with me or I'd paint a picture. I wish I played the piano better... Terra's song from FF6 matches my mood right now...
