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bluejeans07Dear Life, Universe, and Everything,
At times like this, I really wish that 42 did solve it all. Whether it be doing something 42 times or writing it or even just saying the NUMBER 42, it would just work. I wish the numbers meant something, that 108 actually had a reason or was destroyed neatly by 42. I wish I could listen to Adam West say more funny things. I wish I was getting enough sleep at night. I wish I wasn't so tired that I could still remember my dreams. I wish my apartment was cleaner. I wish I was a better artist. And I wish I knew how to get my life back on track the way it's supposed to be.
But I'm glad that I do know who I am, what I want, and how to get there, even if it's exhausting. I'm glad that I have friends who care about me, family that loves me, and someone to care about. I'm glad that there are nice guys in this world, I'm glad that I'm told that I actually do have talent and have potential to get somewhere in life by someone who's influential. And I'm glad I haven't lost my ability to see the humor, light, and love in things.
Because even though it sucks right now, it could be worse. I'm glad I have the perspective to maintain my sanity and get through it. I'm glad that I have amazing coping skills.
And I'm glad that I live and will continue to live to tell the tale of How Jean Smited 7th Term.
Perspectively yours,
Jean
At times like this, I really wish that 42 did solve it all. Whether it be doing something 42 times or writing it or even just saying the NUMBER 42, it would just work. I wish the numbers meant something, that 108 actually had a reason or was destroyed neatly by 42. I wish I could listen to Adam West say more funny things. I wish I was getting enough sleep at night. I wish I wasn't so tired that I could still remember my dreams. I wish my apartment was cleaner. I wish I was a better artist. And I wish I knew how to get my life back on track the way it's supposed to be.
But I'm glad that I do know who I am, what I want, and how to get there, even if it's exhausting. I'm glad that I have friends who care about me, family that loves me, and someone to care about. I'm glad that there are nice guys in this world, I'm glad that I'm told that I actually do have talent and have potential to get somewhere in life by someone who's influential. And I'm glad I haven't lost my ability to see the humor, light, and love in things.
Because even though it sucks right now, it could be worse. I'm glad I have the perspective to maintain my sanity and get through it. I'm glad that I have amazing coping skills.
And I'm glad that I live and will continue to live to tell the tale of How Jean Smited 7th Term.
Perspectively yours,
Jean
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