Boredom, building blocks, and bedlam

[bluejeans07]

Not much going on here really. I did join a GW LJ RPG community so been having fun with that. Always fun to tease the boys! I am pretty much now a very evil person. BWAHAHAHAHAHAA! *ahem*

Right now, I'm up and I don't want to be. Rather be sleeping but awoke when I had a frightening dream that some huge hamster was killing Delphi. X_X; I hate dreams like that >=( I really really don't want to work in the library anymore, I discovered all the neat stuff there and they're not getting any new ones. It's so boring, it's just 'stack books stack books stack books.' I don't even work behind the counter! *sighs* But I need the money so I have to keep working.

After work today, I have Greek and Roman Mythology. After that, I'm supposed to go to a Christian club meeting but Allison's coming down and we have to grab this chance to rehearse. I'll just go next week.

I just say though, it's fun being active in a roleplay community again. First it was Fushigi Yugi, now it's Gundam Wing. Yes, I have a thing for large groups of men *_* I was thinking about how nice it would be to have a bunch of guy friends to come over and cuddle with me sometime. Nothing but cuddling (because cuddling r0x0rs!) and it always makes me feel better.

Been under the weather lately *looks outside* It's gray outside so I'm feeling kind of melancholy.

I really REALLY want the Spirited Away soundtrack. I love the music in that movie, and I love the ending theme "Always With Me." It's so beautiful and soothing. Complicated and difficult too so I'm off to master it! I may sing it for cosplay karaoke... I do want to make a Haku costume... probably out of scraps though, since it's such an easy costume...



yondeiru muneno dokoka okude
itsumo kokoro odoru yume wo mitai
it's calling out from deep within the heart
I always want to dream cheerful dreams

kanashimi wa kazoe kirenai keredo
sono mukoude kitto anataniaeru
sadness can never be counted but
I will be able to see you on the other side

kurikaesu ayamachi no sonotabi hito wa
tada aoi sora no aosawo shiru
hateshinaku michiwatsuzuite mieru keredo
kono ryoute wa hikariwo idakeru
every time people repeat mistakes,
they know the blue of the simply blue sky
it seems as if the road continues endlessly but
these hands can find light


sayonara no tokino shizukanamune
zeroni narukaradaga mimiwo sumaseru
the quiet heart when parting
the ear listens as the body changes to zero

ikiteiru fushigi shindeiku fushigi
hana mo kaze mo machi mo minnaonaji
living, mysterious, dying, mysterious
the flower, the wind, the city; they're the same

yondeiru muneno dokoka okude
itsumo nando demo yumewo egakou
it's calling out from deep within the heart
let's draw out dreams always, numerous times

kanashimi no kazuwo iitsuku suyori
onaji kuchibiru de sotto utaou
instead of stating the number of sadness
sing softly with the same lips

tojiteiku omoideno sononakani itsumo
wasuretakunai sasayakiwo kiku
kona gonani kudakareta kagami no uenimo
atarashii keshiki ga utsusareru
even in the closing memories, there are always
whispers that cannot be forgotten
even on the shattered mirror shards,
a new scenery is reflected

hajimari no asa(no) shizukana mado
zeroni narukarada mitasarete yuke
the quiet window on the beginning morning
the body that is changing to zero is being pleased

umi no kanatani wa mou sagasanai
kagayaku monowa itsumo kokoni
watashi no nakani mitsukeraretakara
I won't search beyond the sea from now
the shining thing is always here,
it can be found within myself